Bri demartino - Alive lyrics

You ever wake up In the same position everyday And you're stuck there Feels like hours, and hours You ever look yourself in the face Wanna cry cause you feel like a disgrace I'm a disgrace Can we go on my back Along with the things that never got explained to me Gotta figure it out on my own I feel so alone And in crowds of people I wanna die Cause I feel like no one sees me And all the hurt I carry In my face, or my eyes Momma asking why I don't go out no more I can't evеn find a fu*king excuse for her Keep lying to yoursеlf, left my honesty on the shelf And it was so damn loud in my brain everyday Till one day I couldn't hear A single fu*king thing Not even myself Ask me how I sleep at night I tell them that my eyes close and my knees tucked tight Do I know what it feels like to be in love Never really knew the answer Cause I'm just carrying this body with my heavy ass soul I feel like I've just given up on every Single goal that I look forward to Falling to my knees with white flag, all I see is me and my reflection Do you ever wanna cry? Baby that's alright You'll make it out alive You'll make it out alive You're gonna be fine We'll make it out alive We'll make it out alive Alive