[Verse: 1, Austin Awake]
Yeah, all the times that we had
I've been livin in the...
I love you more than I love myself
I hate you, but I still don't want anybody else
All the times that we had
Got me livin in the past, baby
Now every night I can't sleep and I'm missing you
Never did I think I'd go through this with you
I thought I'd live my whole bucket list with you
Can't live without you, but now
I can't live with you, no
And who would of thought we'd just be a moment in time
Baby
And even though you did me wrong, I still wish you were mine
Baby
[Hook, Austin Awake]
I hate you, I love you, I hate that, I love you
I hate you, I love you, I hate that, I love you
[Verse: 2, Austin Awake]
And the pains so bad
I wish I could go back, yeah
To the day We met
I would walk right past ya
Googling ways how to deal with depression
All my friends say at least You've learnt your lession
What doesn't k** you they say makes you stronger
But I don't know if I believe that much longer
And the partying just makes it worse
No pills in my pocket, I feel when it hurts
I need some hope back like the Bible in church
I gave you the best of me, now my faith is testing me, yeah