[Verse: 1, Austin Awake] Yeah, all the times that we had I've been livin in the... I love you more than I love myself I hate you, but I still don't want anybody else All the times that we had Got me livin in the past, baby Now every night I can't sleep and I'm missing you Never did I think I'd go through this with you I thought I'd live my whole bucket list with you Can't live without you, but now I can't live with you, no And who would of thought we'd just be a moment in time Baby And even though you did me wrong, I still wish you were mine Baby [Hook, Austin Awake] I hate you, I love you, I hate that, I love you I hate you, I love you, I hate that, I love you [Verse: 2, Austin Awake] And the pains so bad I wish I could go back, yeah To the day We met I would walk right past ya Googling ways how to deal with depression All my friends say at least You've learnt your lession What doesn't k** you they say makes you stronger But I don't know if I believe that much longer And the partying just makes it worse No pills in my pocket, I feel when it hurts I need some hope back like the Bible in church I gave you the best of me, now my faith is testing me, yeah