At the bottom of the ocean of life With no helping hand
Self-consuming void, my past.
Unwillingly I must carry my - hate Countless unsolved knots I bear,
Tie another one onto my neck Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Now haunting my restless sleep No moment of serenity to come.
A hazy shadow
cast upon the line
Wander aimlessly, numb and blind.
Yet again, rise to see another day
Just to poison myself again. As the new sun rises
Reborns the pavement of dopamin Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Ears ringing unfamiliar tune
The quiet melody of losing myself Countless unsolved knots I bear Tie another one onto my neck Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Still haunting my restless sleep Between reality and dreams, I cant sleep My nightmares haunt me, they keep me awake Can't control my thoughts, can't feel, can't see Want to run away from everything (INTOXICATE ME!) As the new sun rises
It's nice to see me, it's been a while Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Closer to the edge, I'm wide awake And I shall take this fall