Asylum 8 - New Sun lyrics

At the bottom of the ocean of life With no helping hand Self-consuming void, my past. Unwillingly I must carry my - hate Countless unsolved knots I bear, Tie another one onto my neck Dragging a heavy stone of burden, Now haunting my restless sleep No moment of serenity to come. A hazy shadow cast upon the line Wander aimlessly, numb and blind. Yet again, rise to see another day Just to poison myself again. As the new sun rises Reborns the pavement of dopamin Fall down from the natural high My pale halo is fading away Ears ringing unfamiliar tune The quiet melody of losing myself Countless unsolved knots I bear Tie another one onto my neck Dragging a heavy stone of burden, Still haunting my restless sleep Between reality and dreams, I cant sleep My nightmares haunt me, they keep me awake Can't control my thoughts, can't feel, can't see Want to run away from everything (INTOXICATE ME!) As the new sun rises It's nice to see me, it's been a while Fall down from the natural high My pale halo is fading away Closer to the edge, I'm wide awake And I shall take this fall