I'm awake now
Though my mind has slipped away
Beyond my own self
I can see you
Reaching for safer grounds
They are no longer here
You were that
Perfect fantasy
An escape from what is real
My heart bleeds
But I can still hear you sing to me
I never thought this would be
Will I find myself again
Falling leaves
Surround me
I can't forget
The beautiful things in life
I'm alone now
Thinking of what could have been
And how I'll find my old self
Black clouds above
Reality sinking in
I have nothing to hold
My heart bleeds
But I can still hear you sing to me
I never thought this would be
Will I find myself again
I'm alone now
How we'd become one
I know now
You never would choose me
I know now
That I lost myself in you
And far, far I'll run
And you'll never find me
I can see you
Reaching for safer grounds
They are no longer here
Trapped in a world
That will not release me higher
I know now
That I lost myself in you
And far, far I'll run
And you'll never find me