Arise From Thorns - Lovelorn lyrics

I'm awake now Though my mind has slipped away Beyond my own self I can see you Reaching for safer grounds They are no longer here You were that Perfect fantasy An escape from what is real My heart bleeds But I can still hear you sing to me I never thought this would be Will I find myself again Falling leaves Surround me I can't forget The beautiful things in life I'm alone now Thinking of what could have been And how I'll find my old self Black clouds above Reality sinking in I have nothing to hold My heart bleeds But I can still hear you sing to me I never thought this would be Will I find myself again I'm alone now How we'd become one I know now You never would choose me I know now That I lost myself in you And far, far I'll run And you'll never find me I can see you Reaching for safer grounds They are no longer here Trapped in a world That will not release me higher I know now That I lost myself in you And far, far I'll run And you'll never find me