Looking for a word
But to the hell with talking
Cause the skin is ripping up
Crimson drops are falling
My belly splits apart
My inside's hanging out
I tighten up my corset
I'd rather let it out (on you)
People always try to push it back
They got stuck in the cozy trap of misery
That's all what you get
I won't make any stupid reason
That's all what you get
I am feeling
That's all what you get
And I can make you pray for more
That's my tenderness
Yeah, you see me suffer
And I see you're shaking
We're looking each other
Don't act like that
I'm not your mother
Yeah, you see me suffer and I see you shaking
We look at each other
You ask me: “so now what?”
Come closer
Oh please don't be sad
Let me lead you on
I'm gonna make your bed
My tears will call you home
With horrible anger
And much horrible gratitude
I'll destroy everything around you