Looking for a word But to the hell with talking Cause the skin is ripping up Crimson drops are falling My belly splits apart My inside's hanging out I tighten up my corset I'd rather let it out (on you) People always try to push it back They got stuck in the cozy trap of misery That's all what you get I won't make any stupid reason That's all what you get I am feeling That's all what you get And I can make you pray for more That's my tenderness Yeah, you see me suffer And I see you're shaking We're looking each other Don't act like that I'm not your mother Yeah, you see me suffer and I see you shaking We look at each other You ask me: “so now what?” Come closer Oh please don't be sad Let me lead you on I'm gonna make your bed My tears will call you home With horrible anger And much horrible gratitude I'll destroy everything around you