[intro]
sh**...i can't believe that sh** was almost three years ago
And I'm still doing my searchin'...
[Verse One]
Glad I made it, happy I graduated
I'm twenty now, didn't even think I'd live to make this
I woke up from my dreams and pursued em
That's the only way you can really do it
Many opportunities knockin' and i opened the door
I know I fell back but I finally had the time to get up off the floor
I finished college, I have my AA degree
And if you think I'm still stupid, come see me!
Never thought I'd write songs about my goals
I've even left the state for the shows
As I look back at my older sh**, I still I laugh cuz I'm growin'
And sky's the limit
So I'm so high that I soar and roam
You meet me in the clouds
We can work together
And if a hater speaks than f** em whatever, forget her
No longer bothered by my anger issues
Man up, stop crying because I won't supply the tissue
So if you wanna hate me, i'm unsubscribed f** your issues
I got another streak if you see me
Cuz i'm ready to hit these streets
That last line could be defined two different times
I'm getting bigger, but I still stay myself
My music is like a bio, grab it from your shelf
I did this myself, where's my credit, what the hell?
Realized I don't need a record deal to feel accomplished
Because I'll still record music and release that Vietnam, atomic like the bomb sh**
I'm still searching for a purpose
I know all my confused admirers are hurtin'
Sometimes I still go to the park and chill with the little homies
They look up to me now, man you know me!
I tell em graduate, follow your dreams and make it big!
Because you're young and you only have one life to live
My friend's born in 97 but bumpin the '93 til beat from his metro phone
He's kickin freestyles while smoked out, hella blown
He wants to become big, he wants to be known
[Verse Two: KayAre]
The girls can't believe I'm only 15!
Don't worry ladies, I'm almost 16
*laughs*
I'm tired of living off my dad, it's time for a hustle
I wanna make as much as the simmons like russell
Start a family with a beautiful woman
Because I'm young and I'm already tired of hoes
It's disrespectful to call females that, i know!
While my head is trapped in mars
I wanna see space and all the stars
Maybe one day i'll travel that far
I'm from a little city in the 562, maybe you've heard of it
It's pretty nice on the outside, but on the in, my friends are getting murdered and
I wanna leave--i wanna raise my kids in a good area
Because i damn well don't want them to involved with hysteria
Dear mom, i promise I'm gonna make it
And i keep my promises, i ain't on that fake sh**
Until then, I'm ditching my cla**
Hoping my searching will everlast