Anonymousone - Searchin' (StillsearchinREMIX) lyrics

[intro] sh**...i can't believe that sh** was almost three years ago And I'm still doing my searchin'... [Verse One] Glad I made it, happy I graduated I'm twenty now, didn't even think I'd live to make this I woke up from my dreams and pursued em That's the only way you can really do it Many opportunities knockin' and i opened the door I know I fell back but I finally had the time to get up off the floor I finished college, I have my AA degree And if you think I'm still stupid, come see me! Never thought I'd write songs about my goals I've even left the state for the shows As I look back at my older sh**, I still I laugh cuz I'm growin' And sky's the limit So I'm so high that I soar and roam You meet me in the clouds We can work together And if a hater speaks than f** em whatever, forget her No longer bothered by my anger issues Man up, stop crying because I won't supply the tissue So if you wanna hate me, i'm unsubscribed f** your issues I got another streak if you see me Cuz i'm ready to hit these streets That last line could be defined two different times I'm getting bigger, but I still stay myself My music is like a bio, grab it from your shelf I did this myself, where's my credit, what the hell? Realized I don't need a record deal to feel accomplished Because I'll still record music and release that Vietnam, atomic like the bomb sh** I'm still searching for a purpose I know all my confused admirers are hurtin' Sometimes I still go to the park and chill with the little homies They look up to me now, man you know me! I tell em graduate, follow your dreams and make it big! Because you're young and you only have one life to live My friend's born in 97 but bumpin the '93 til beat from his metro phone He's kickin freestyles while smoked out, hella blown He wants to become big, he wants to be known [Verse Two: KayAre] The girls can't believe I'm only 15! Don't worry ladies, I'm almost 16 *laughs* I'm tired of living off my dad, it's time for a hustle I wanna make as much as the simmons like russell Start a family with a beautiful woman Because I'm young and I'm already tired of hoes It's disrespectful to call females that, i know! While my head is trapped in mars I wanna see space and all the stars Maybe one day i'll travel that far I'm from a little city in the 562, maybe you've heard of it It's pretty nice on the outside, but on the in, my friends are getting murdered and I wanna leave--i wanna raise my kids in a good area Because i damn well don't want them to involved with hysteria Dear mom, i promise I'm gonna make it And i keep my promises, i ain't on that fake sh** Until then, I'm ditching my cla** Hoping my searching will everlast