[Verse 1: Enoch]
I think I lost more friends than I got left
Eyes glossed due to trends no I'm not blessed
Every penny that he spends it's like he bought d**h
But every time my arm extends the timing's not best
That's how I got stressed I'm looking for someone to blame
The transformation from beginning to what you became
The domination had you spinning overtook the brain
And complications left you thinning things were not the same
And it's a rotten shame hopefully you forgot the pain
I wish you could've held on and maybe overcame
But what you went through is something I can not explain
And now I get a different feeling when I hear your name
And here I remain wonder when my times next
Losing all these old friends it's hard to digest
Now it's the only thing I think about my minds stressed
Like I need some more to drink about on my quest
[Verse 2: Enoch]
Knew you were using but I wasn't sure to what extent
And dudes influenced you but only to ensure it's spent
On what can ruin you if homie can't endure decent
I'm through with losing to a batch that's not the purest sent
It wasn't your intent but it's getting hard to deal
This bad movie that we're living every part is real
And all the scenes are unforgiving need to start to heal
Maybe the effort that we're giving's not a smart appeal
But in the heart I feel the pain from every brother lost
And it's just tearing up my brain to see another crossed
And I could never ascertain what's his mother's thoughts
I just hope she can contain and then recover soft
We suffered loss it ain't something that'll go away
Wish I could turn back time and help to show the way
And help you learn that that climb can make you go astray
I wonder what I could've done to get my bro to stay