[Verse 1: Enoch] I think I lost more friends than I got left Eyes glossed due to trends no I'm not blessed Every penny that he spends it's like he bought d**h But every time my arm extends the timing's not best That's how I got stressed I'm looking for someone to blame The transformation from beginning to what you became The domination had you spinning overtook the brain And complications left you thinning things were not the same And it's a rotten shame hopefully you forgot the pain I wish you could've held on and maybe overcame But what you went through is something I can not explain And now I get a different feeling when I hear your name And here I remain wonder when my times next Losing all these old friends it's hard to digest Now it's the only thing I think about my minds stressed Like I need some more to drink about on my quest [Verse 2: Enoch] Knew you were using but I wasn't sure to what extent And dudes influenced you but only to ensure it's spent On what can ruin you if homie can't endure decent I'm through with losing to a batch that's not the purest sent It wasn't your intent but it's getting hard to deal This bad movie that we're living every part is real And all the scenes are unforgiving need to start to heal Maybe the effort that we're giving's not a smart appeal But in the heart I feel the pain from every brother lost And it's just tearing up my brain to see another crossed And I could never ascertain what's his mother's thoughts I just hope she can contain and then recover soft We suffered loss it ain't something that'll go away Wish I could turn back time and help to show the way And help you learn that that climb can make you go astray I wonder what I could've done to get my bro to stay