(I can only pray)
I can only pray that as I peel back the scabs from my conscience
I may recognize the unfamiliar patterns in my logic
I've been digging through the fiction
Deciphering the lies I fed on to survive
When I thought that I was fine but I'm not
Somewhere down the line I tripped and fell in love
And realistically I just wanted someone else to trust
You know what? It wasn't her
She made that prevalent to me when she took my sanity
And slept with everyone but me
And now I find myself stranded at the top floor of my ego
Watching over all these little people trying to "keep it real"
But they constantly contradict their co-dependence
We need each other more than ever so why do we put up defenses?
Why can't everybody rush into the street screaming "f** the internet!
Let's go outside
Let's make some friends
Let's make mistakes
Let's make amends
Let's find our hearts
Let's get engaged
Let's give and take
Let's break away
Let's go insane and figure out how to love with our brains!"
Everyday I wake up with a smile
And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction
Everyday I wake up with a smile
And if today's the day I stray well I got time to make corrections
Everyday I wake up with a smile
And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction
Everyday I wake up with a smile
Because I know that if today ain't my day well I always got the next one