(I can only pray) I can only pray that as I peel back the scabs from my conscience I may recognize the unfamiliar patterns in my logic I've been digging through the fiction Deciphering the lies I fed on to survive When I thought that I was fine but I'm not Somewhere down the line I tripped and fell in love And realistically I just wanted someone else to trust You know what? It wasn't her She made that prevalent to me when she took my sanity And slept with everyone but me And now I find myself stranded at the top floor of my ego Watching over all these little people trying to "keep it real" But they constantly contradict their co-dependence We need each other more than ever so why do we put up defenses? Why can't everybody rush into the street screaming "f** the internet! Let's go outside Let's make some friends Let's make mistakes Let's make amends Let's find our hearts Let's get engaged Let's give and take Let's break away Let's go insane and figure out how to love with our brains!" Everyday I wake up with a smile And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction Everyday I wake up with a smile And if today's the day I stray well I got time to make corrections Everyday I wake up with a smile And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction Everyday I wake up with a smile Because I know that if today ain't my day well I always got the next one