[hook:]
I'm looking (16x)
Verse 1:
sh** I got a lot of sh** on my mind
But I ain't gotta a lot of time
Wondering how the f** I'm gonna get this deal when me and my n***as gonna shine
Tired of being on the f**ing grind
Laying down on the ground
My life ain't sh**, my ex a b**h, I'm lost nowhere to be found
Alabaster ain't that n***a
Dreamz bout to pull the trigger
Steady drinking this elixir
Locking up all the liquor (damn)
Opposite of Charlie sheen n***a cause I never stay winning
Told my ex she was my life that's why a n***a hates living
Now I gotta new chick and she b**hing
Skipping cla** n***as I hate snitching
Ripping everything on my wishing
While I'm wishing for gods forgiving
How in the f** am I gon do this sh**
Living my life isn't easy lil b**h
Tired of going to church thinking it'll work but ain't sh** happen quick
Listen to my pastor lying and sh**
Steady making mama cry and sh**
Wishing that I had the click bu*ton Adam sandler I need to rewind some sh**
f** my life I wouldn't live this sh** twice
Scratching my head I got lice
My life ain't even that nice now
[hook]