Alabaster The Unoriginal - Looking lyrics

[hook:] I'm looking (16x) Verse 1: sh** I got a lot of sh** on my mind But I ain't gotta a lot of time Wondering how the f** I'm gonna get this deal when me and my n***as gonna shine Tired of being on the f**ing grind Laying down on the ground My life ain't sh**, my ex a b**h, I'm lost nowhere to be found Alabaster ain't that n***a Dreamz bout to pull the trigger Steady drinking this elixir Locking up all the liquor (damn) Opposite of Charlie sheen n***a cause I never stay winning Told my ex she was my life that's why a n***a hates living Now I gotta new chick and she b**hing Skipping cla** n***as I hate snitching Ripping everything on my wishing While I'm wishing for gods forgiving How in the f** am I gon do this sh** Living my life isn't easy lil b**h Tired of going to church thinking it'll work but ain't sh** happen quick Listen to my pastor lying and sh** Steady making mama cry and sh** Wishing that I had the click bu*ton Adam sandler I need to rewind some sh** f** my life I wouldn't live this sh** twice Scratching my head I got lice My life ain't even that nice now [hook]