[Intro]
Yeah...right there...
[Verse 1]
Staring at a photograph of memories I used to have
They used to say I'd never be on top, I said that they were mad
Flustered with opinions, and my minions dissipate
Until I disappear, that's filet mignon, on my dinner plate..
I seem to integrate, great - back up in a corner
Till the morning when I wake, late, lost in California
Goner and you know it watching life outside my cubicle
My irises, they fluster, and I shut my cuticles
Mood'll go and dilate, spittin' my flow at a higher rate
When sh** is getting too risky, if they do diss me, I annihilate
Modern Terminator, 1980's, never no promo
Gonna get me where I'm goin', if I'm smokin', then I be slow mo
Sober then my disposition makes me adolescent
Till the time I reach my 20's, and they saying “life's a present”
Old is not too pleasant, yet I really never do say never
Sayonara to you b**hes, cuz you never gon' see me never, no
[Hook]
I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2)
I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it
In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1)
[Verse 2]
Resurrected from the coffin that they buried me
Behind the lookin' gla**, I really see 'em stare at me
This ain't no circus, I would rather be humiliated
Than pretend to be someone I'm not, my feelings infiltrated
Instigated by the people that I used to call my friends
Investigate the reasons how I never will see them again
To me and them it's like my mental too intimidating
So they'd rather hide, and point the finger it's incriminating
Like I'm lost, paranoid; devoid of anger
All my life needed was mystery; stuck inside a hanger
51 - my area don't need a code, my soul, whole enough
Stay corrupt of sinning while I be grinning then I do open up
I choose to focus on the things that seem to matter
Like myself and who I am, before I chose to climb the ladder
That was full of people that I never should have a**ociated with
I'm setting fire to the fiddle that they played me with
The optimism of a saggitary, planetary
Bible thumper, title hunter, wifey humper, necessary
I'm seein' visions of the present, they become my past
Until I'm stuck inside the realm of things that never last...
[Hook]
I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2)
I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it
In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1)
[Outro]
*rambling*