Absent Minded - Time lyrics

[Intro] Yeah...right there... [Verse 1] Staring at a photograph of memories I used to have They used to say I'd never be on top, I said that they were mad Flustered with opinions, and my minions dissipate Until I disappear, that's filet mignon, on my dinner plate.. I seem to integrate, great - back up in a corner Till the morning when I wake, late, lost in California Goner and you know it watching life outside my cubicle My irises, they fluster, and I shut my cuticles Mood'll go and dilate, spittin' my flow at a higher rate When sh** is getting too risky, if they do diss me, I annihilate Modern Terminator, 1980's, never no promo Gonna get me where I'm goin', if I'm smokin', then I be slow mo Sober then my disposition makes me adolescent Till the time I reach my 20's, and they saying “life's a present” Old is not too pleasant, yet I really never do say never Sayonara to you b**hes, cuz you never gon' see me never, no [Hook] I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2) I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1) [Verse 2] Resurrected from the coffin that they buried me Behind the lookin' gla**, I really see 'em stare at me This ain't no circus, I would rather be humiliated Than pretend to be someone I'm not, my feelings infiltrated Instigated by the people that I used to call my friends Investigate the reasons how I never will see them again To me and them it's like my mental too intimidating So they'd rather hide, and point the finger it's incriminating Like I'm lost, paranoid; devoid of anger All my life needed was mystery; stuck inside a hanger 51 - my area don't need a code, my soul, whole enough Stay corrupt of sinning while I be grinning then I do open up I choose to focus on the things that seem to matter Like myself and who I am, before I chose to climb the ladder That was full of people that I never should have a**ociated with I'm setting fire to the fiddle that they played me with The optimism of a saggitary, planetary Bible thumper, title hunter, wifey humper, necessary I'm seein' visions of the present, they become my past Until I'm stuck inside the realm of things that never last... [Hook] I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2) I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1) [Outro] *rambling*