Most nights I snack on pieces of toast
I donʼt talk to anybody but my grandfatherʼs ghost
I mean its times like these
That make me love me the most
When I try to crack a smile
Without a drink and a toast
Wash them dishes then Iʼm folding my clothes
We ainʼt had nothing back when I pretended I wasn't cold
I mean its times like these that make ‘em love me the most
Take that pain and let it drip onto the stage at the show, yeah
Who I am is not what I wear
Iʼm grounded
I think Iʼll hold myself up for something bigger
Where I stand is not what I stand for
Iʼm founded
I think I hold those values in front of triggers
Cause I
I got the mindset
Ay, now Iʼm snatching pieces of gold
I ainʼt goinʼ broke not one day see what the future will hold
I guess its times like these that make shrug and be bold
Might get a new Lamborghini just say f** it and roll, yeah
Lifeʼs getting pretty stale as it goes
I fill that lonely feeling up with pretty women and smoke
I guess its times like these that make me realize Iʼm old
We take that pain and then I sniff it through a hole in the nose yeah
Who I am is not who I was Iʼm silent
I never held myself up for something bigger
Where I stand in front of a mirror crying
I just tell myself that I should pull the trigger cause
Cause I, I, I
I got the mindset