Most nights I snack on pieces of toast I donʼt talk to anybody but my grandfatherʼs ghost I mean its times like these That make me love me the most When I try to crack a smile Without a drink and a toast Wash them dishes then Iʼm folding my clothes We ainʼt had nothing back when I pretended I wasn't cold I mean its times like these that make ‘em love me the most Take that pain and let it drip onto the stage at the show, yeah Who I am is not what I wear Iʼm grounded I think Iʼll hold myself up for something bigger Where I stand is not what I stand for Iʼm founded I think I hold those values in front of triggers Cause I I got the mindset Ay, now Iʼm snatching pieces of gold I ainʼt goinʼ broke not one day see what the future will hold I guess its times like these that make shrug and be bold Might get a new Lamborghini just say f** it and roll, yeah Lifeʼs getting pretty stale as it goes I fill that lonely feeling up with pretty women and smoke I guess its times like these that make me realize Iʼm old We take that pain and then I sniff it through a hole in the nose yeah Who I am is not who I was Iʼm silent I never held myself up for something bigger Where I stand in front of a mirror crying I just tell myself that I should pull the trigger cause Cause I, I, I I got the mindset