[Intro:]
Yeah
Check it
It's okay to cry man
Listen
[Verse 1: K-Odd-ik]
You know that feeling when you finally break down
And notice there's tears running all down your face now
You hide behind your ego when your friends came round
And just front like your fine, putting on a fake smile
See you can hide the tears but can't hide the pain
Cause it's still going on right inside your brain
Till you finally break and go and find a blade
Cut your f**ing wrist till you find the vein
Ugh swear to f**ing God I'm sick of this sh**
My life's like Rob Dyrdek's - ridiculousness
Got me to the point where I wanna stick in the clip
While I'm simultaneously slittin' my wrists
And just say f** it, blow my face up and
Leave a blade stuck in, either that or stay stuck in
This f**ed up life I'm treated like a stage puppet
I'm bout to let go of this bottle, let the f**ing rage crush it
[Hook x2:]
I was always told don't cry - it's for pussies
But I still did, I won't lie sh** has pushed me
To the point where I wanna just die in my hoodie
This song is to let you know why when I push it
[Verse 2: Psycho-A]
My whole life, growing up I never showed emotion
Cause I thought that sh** was weak since seventeen years ago
The pain and anger kept my feelings locked up in a cage
I felt the rage build and the blade seems to make it go away
And puts all these feelings to ease
Every thought that runs through my mind, makes me wanna grab the nine
Put it to my head and pull the trigger
I wish I could just erase my existence, cause every time I kick it
With some friends, I stay at a distance
So they can't see the cuts on my wrist
And they always getting deeper only a matter of time before I hit the vein
I try not to let a tear fall cause they say it's for pussies
But at times I can't help but let a tear or two flow down my cheek
And I guess we all pussies cause we all let a tear fall
Some time in our life
And this is what I've always been told my whole life growin' up
"Don't cry cause it's for pussies"
[Hook x2:]
I was always told don't cry - it's for pussies
But I still did, I won't lie sh** has pushed me
To the point where I wanna just die in my hoodie
This song is to let you know why when I push it
[Verse 3: K-Odd-ik]
Scars all over my arm from self-harm
Knife in my palm, can't keep myself calm
That one habit that I repeat myself on
Till this cold in my heart has released itself, gone
All these tears roll down my cheek, I feel done
They ask what's wrong, I freeze and can't talk
Cause these words just don't seem to leap from my tongue
So I just keep cutting to keep myself goin'
That's why you hear this beast released in my songs
Every song's the emotion that beats in my heart
But every drop of blood that leaks from my scars
Is written in this f**ing loose-leaf in my bars
Cause I'm walking on this path as steep as mountains
There's no time for sleep, I work hard
My whole life I've been treated so wrong
So don't wonder where these tears on my cheek have come from