[Intro:] Yeah Check it It's okay to cry man Listen [Verse 1: K-Odd-ik] You know that feeling when you finally break down And notice there's tears running all down your face now You hide behind your ego when your friends came round And just front like your fine, putting on a fake smile See you can hide the tears but can't hide the pain Cause it's still going on right inside your brain Till you finally break and go and find a blade Cut your f**ing wrist till you find the vein Ugh swear to f**ing God I'm sick of this sh** My life's like Rob Dyrdek's - ridiculousness Got me to the point where I wanna stick in the clip While I'm simultaneously slittin' my wrists And just say f** it, blow my face up and Leave a blade stuck in, either that or stay stuck in This f**ed up life I'm treated like a stage puppet I'm bout to let go of this bottle, let the f**ing rage crush it [Hook x2:] I was always told don't cry - it's for pussies But I still did, I won't lie sh** has pushed me To the point where I wanna just die in my hoodie This song is to let you know why when I push it [Verse 2: Psycho-A] My whole life, growing up I never showed emotion Cause I thought that sh** was weak since seventeen years ago The pain and anger kept my feelings locked up in a cage I felt the rage build and the blade seems to make it go away And puts all these feelings to ease Every thought that runs through my mind, makes me wanna grab the nine Put it to my head and pull the trigger I wish I could just erase my existence, cause every time I kick it With some friends, I stay at a distance So they can't see the cuts on my wrist And they always getting deeper only a matter of time before I hit the vein I try not to let a tear fall cause they say it's for pussies But at times I can't help but let a tear or two flow down my cheek And I guess we all pussies cause we all let a tear fall Some time in our life And this is what I've always been told my whole life growin' up "Don't cry cause it's for pussies" [Hook x2:] I was always told don't cry - it's for pussies But I still did, I won't lie sh** has pushed me To the point where I wanna just die in my hoodie This song is to let you know why when I push it [Verse 3: K-Odd-ik] Scars all over my arm from self-harm Knife in my palm, can't keep myself calm That one habit that I repeat myself on Till this cold in my heart has released itself, gone All these tears roll down my cheek, I feel done They ask what's wrong, I freeze and can't talk Cause these words just don't seem to leap from my tongue So I just keep cutting to keep myself goin' That's why you hear this beast released in my songs Every song's the emotion that beats in my heart But every drop of blood that leaks from my scars Is written in this f**ing loose-leaf in my bars Cause I'm walking on this path as steep as mountains There's no time for sleep, I work hard My whole life I've been treated so wrong So don't wonder where these tears on my cheek have come from