My life is like a story, I don't want get philosophical
But I'm going to have to if I want to be astronomical
You see I'm only seventeen but I'm scared of the future
I just want to do everything I love but I'm scared I'll be butchered
What if I end up with no money, nobody to love me?
How am I supposed to come back I'm not trying to be funny
I'm telling jokes all the time, but I can't bare to look at my watch
Time is running from me, like a plus one, invited to watch
Even though I'm young I get all nostalgic every time I try to write
If only I could go back right now, tonight
Watching rugrats and hiding from mum when she comes to get you
Life really hasn't gotten any better
Since those days of thinking there were wolves in the walls
Even the days of anxiety, mum dealing with all of my calls
But there was some good in there
I had fun and not a worry in the air
At least not about my future, my money or my life
sh** man, one day I'm going to have to find a wife
I mean another person supposed to make it easier
But these days' marriages don't tend to break the 6-month barrier
What is love these days?
Facebook official and Skype s**, it happens everyday
But anyway I know my homies will always be there
Sometimes life just isn't fair
Girls will come and go but my homies will be around forever
I don't take that sh** light hearted either
And there's no f**ing code you need to decipher
It's just be there when we need each other
If you can do that then I can call you my brother
I just need to write raps about my life
What is real and what isn't real?
It's all come out, no matter how sad I'll never touch the knife
I value everything I have, so don't tell me I don't
Cause if you ever need my help I promise I won't
Do not. Will not. My life seems pretty negative
But I promise it's happy, I'm keeping it in the positive
It's just sometimes it gets on top of me
If I ever start cutting f** that please murder me
I'd rather be sad and upfront, than sad and concealed
Because that way the pain can never truly be revealed
I think it's very, I think my life is very scary
I'm not trying to be wary I'm living it to the fullest
I promise I'm taking every aspect of it in; I'm keeping myself the realest