“My Perspective”
[Intro:]
Yeah Mother f**er
Yeah uh huh
[Chorus:]
I think they're wishing my demises
Or am I paranoid
I feel the weight up on my shoulders
Should I give
What's the f**en point
It's what I'm asking on a daily basis
It ain't just rapping
It's my struggle
My perspective of the world I'm facing
[Repeat x1]
[Verse One:]
Another night I feel
Was wasted on a confrontation
They mugged and got me
With them combinations
It wasn't punches
It was conversation
I'm sick of arguments and modern day ideas
I let my concentration back in that bottle
She call me lazy
I should be a better father yeah
I'm hoping this is my year
I couldn't believe my ears
And what they were talking
It's f**en clear
They rather see me doing nothing at all
You couldn't be me
Be yourself
I've been through plenty of falls
To never let it happen again
Hah I'm back to rapping again
So ain't no losing cause I'm in it to win
If I influence then you feeling my sh**
The hate's your fuel so its fire I spit
Another night up in the laboratory
This my refusal to quit
Am I the future I think
I often ask myself questions
Couldn't trust my own b**h
Yeah she taught me a lesson
To watch my friends and my enemies'
Ulterior motives
I couldn't notice someone sleeping in my bed
I don't believe it till I see it
Like them haters threats of d**h
Yeah
I'm here to make it
For survival of my kids so
f** the haters in this b**h
Mother f**er
[Chorus:]
I think they're wishing my demises
Or am I paranoid
I feel the weight up on my shoulders
Should I give
What's the f**en point
It's what I'm asking on a daily basis
It ain't just rapping
It's my struggle
My perspective of the world I'm facing
[Repeat x1]
[Verse Two:]
They say I'm nice but I don't realize
You pay a price when you make it in the limelight
I never thought I'd be so blind
Friend told me get your mind right
So I followed his direction that's a [?] life
I lost my essence when he pa**ed
His d**h affected too many
I called him dad I copped the semi
Paranoid cause the drama
Maybe it was karma maybe not
I got two babies I protect they life
You must be crazy
I would die so they survive
You better get it right
I'm hoping praying for success
I'm open-minded we are blessed
But often blinded by the press
We consumers to them pigs
Behind the desk my fingers flip
f** the world I'm f**en sick
Cause the jealousy disease
I must admit I made mistakes
In the past but I'll be damned
If they face the same wrath
I'm being honest man
If you free from sin
You can cast the first stone
Because of sh** that I did
I'm from the home of the Brave
But not the land of the free
You either conscious or dead
That's the way that I see
I'm on the grind for the bread
Yeah Komora E.N.T.N.G
Rep twin cities in this ish
Till the d**h mother f**er
[Chorus:]
I think they're wishing my demises
Or am I paranoid
I feel the weight up on my shoulders
Should I give
What's the f**en point
It's what I'm asking on a daily basis
It ain't just rapping
It's my struggle
My perspective of the world I'm facing
[Repeat x1]