Wahwahtay Benais - My Perspective lyrics

“My Perspective” [Intro:] Yeah Mother f**er Yeah uh huh [Chorus:] I think they're wishing my demises Or am I paranoid I feel the weight up on my shoulders Should I give What's the f**en point It's what I'm asking on a daily basis It ain't just rapping It's my struggle My perspective of the world I'm facing [Repeat x1] [Verse One:] Another night I feel Was wasted on a confrontation They mugged and got me With them combinations It wasn't punches It was conversation I'm sick of arguments and modern day ideas I let my concentration back in that bottle She call me lazy I should be a better father yeah I'm hoping this is my year I couldn't believe my ears And what they were talking It's f**en clear They rather see me doing nothing at all You couldn't be me Be yourself I've been through plenty of falls To never let it happen again Hah I'm back to rapping again So ain't no losing cause I'm in it to win If I influence then you feeling my sh** The hate's your fuel so its fire I spit Another night up in the laboratory This my refusal to quit Am I the future I think I often ask myself questions Couldn't trust my own b**h Yeah she taught me a lesson To watch my friends and my enemies' Ulterior motives I couldn't notice someone sleeping in my bed I don't believe it till I see it Like them haters threats of d**h Yeah I'm here to make it For survival of my kids so f** the haters in this b**h Mother f**er [Chorus:] I think they're wishing my demises Or am I paranoid I feel the weight up on my shoulders Should I give What's the f**en point It's what I'm asking on a daily basis It ain't just rapping It's my struggle My perspective of the world I'm facing [Repeat x1] [Verse Two:] They say I'm nice but I don't realize You pay a price when you make it in the limelight I never thought I'd be so blind Friend told me get your mind right So I followed his direction that's a [?] life I lost my essence when he pa**ed His d**h affected too many I called him dad I copped the semi Paranoid cause the drama Maybe it was karma maybe not I got two babies I protect they life You must be crazy I would die so they survive You better get it right I'm hoping praying for success I'm open-minded we are blessed But often blinded by the press We consumers to them pigs Behind the desk my fingers flip f** the world I'm f**en sick Cause the jealousy disease I must admit I made mistakes In the past but I'll be damned If they face the same wrath I'm being honest man If you free from sin You can cast the first stone Because of sh** that I did I'm from the home of the Brave But not the land of the free You either conscious or dead That's the way that I see I'm on the grind for the bread Yeah Komora E.N.T.N.G Rep twin cities in this ish Till the d**h mother f**er [Chorus:] I think they're wishing my demises Or am I paranoid I feel the weight up on my shoulders Should I give What's the f**en point It's what I'm asking on a daily basis It ain't just rapping It's my struggle My perspective of the world I'm facing [Repeat x1]