Define me as a failure
Over the shadow of a man
I won’t suffer the judgement pa**ed by those
Who simply do not understand
Who I am, the way I think
The pain that’s twisted underneath
And when I try to be myself it seems like
The insecurity gets the worst of me
Gets the worst of me
The distance, it makes me sick
But there’s no way that I’m coping with conviction
And I don’t expect you to understand it
I can’t fake these words I said
Cause it’s a product of the battle it’s in my head
And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me
The world will never be enough for me
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I don’t know what I believe
But it’s not the way it’s suppose to be
Over these past few years I admit the dreams have changed
Dreams became reality but the pressure became pain
I’ve loved I lost you wouldn’t know what it costs
After every single sacrifice that I have made
I’ll take this to the grave
You can be who you want to be
But your nightmares
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Go be who you want to be
The distance, it makes me sick
But there’s no way that I’m coping with conviction
And I don’t expect you to understand it
I can’t fake these words I said
Cause it’s a product of the battle it’s in my head
And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me
I don’t expect you to understand it
And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me