Define me as a failure Over the shadow of a man I won’t suffer the judgement pa**ed by those Who simply do not understand Who I am, the way I think The pain that’s twisted underneath And when I try to be myself it seems like The insecurity gets the worst of me Gets the worst of me The distance, it makes me sick But there’s no way that I’m coping with conviction And I don’t expect you to understand it I can’t fake these words I said Cause it’s a product of the battle it’s in my head And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me The world will never be enough for me [?] I don’t know what I believe But it’s not the way it’s suppose to be Over these past few years I admit the dreams have changed Dreams became reality but the pressure became pain I’ve loved I lost you wouldn’t know what it costs After every single sacrifice that I have made I’ll take this to the grave You can be who you want to be But your nightmares [?] Go be who you want to be The distance, it makes me sick But there’s no way that I’m coping with conviction And I don’t expect you to understand it I can’t fake these words I said Cause it’s a product of the battle it’s in my head And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me I don’t expect you to understand it And I can’t pretend that it never haunts me