[Hook: Sia]
I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
[Verse 1: Unseen]
My f**ing heads filled with demons
Each one of screaming, begging for a reason to make me grab a heater, co*k it, squeeze it
Read between the lines, obviously not happy if thats whats on my mind
Cause I seen some sh** when I was f**ing five
That makes me believe that what I want is suicide
While I'm acting like I'm happy, dear god do not come at me
While I'm ga**ing this f**ing blunt to combat
He doesn't notice hes the only reason, that I am still lacking the f**ing guts so relaxing
I'm being a b**h? somebody get me a maxi
I don't care I'm not done venting, why the f** are you still listening
I'm not gonna stop until I get my thoughts up on a sixteen
Or until I die trying, my minds a violent island....Far Crying
But f** crying, cause I'm done trying
I wanna Buy what the dealer supplying, I wish that I were lying
But I'm a lion
[Hook: Sia]
[Verse 2: Unseen]
Only sixteen, but I got a dream of making it
I've been through some sh**, and the rest a y'all are faking it
I've hardly got the time to blow a dime in the basement
While a dime blows me, f** it. I ain't saying sh**
Y'all know what it is, you've heard it all before
Crack head daddy, coming home late with who*es
But that's in my past and I'm trying to get over it
Broken record on the subject, still not sober yet
Maybe that's the problem, is a clean mind a happy one?
I'm gonna be honest, a packed bowl's like a loaded gun
It keeps me scared straight, But I ain't ever wielded one
sh** hopefully I never will....
I know I'm not good, I know that I'm not famous
I know I'm not black, I know what color my face is
How would you feel, if we up and traded places?
How would you deal with the bitter hatred and resentment from yourself?
Your own piece of hell. Your personalized internalized jail cell
Take a step back, quit f**ing judging
You need to understand its me who's been loving
[Hook]
[Bridge: Sia]
I feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
I have learned, from fighting fights, that weren't mine
Not with fists, but with wings that I will fly
[Hook]