Every time i love another it just leaves a pain inside my
Heart that's covered with the clutter, i don't like my emotions
I'm broken, can't cope with anything inside my mind that might remind
Me of all the better times that i can't find in the present that i'm dealt with
It's a far away from heaven, i don't know if i should reach for help
Or let the hurt just set in
Not where i imagined i would be
Can't talk to the people that i know get me
Say they wanna move on, they wanna get better
I don't think i can if we're not together
I was looking for you so long
You were letting go i tried to hold on
Don't laugh at me for missing what we had
I swear to god i care but you don't see that
I don't know why i can't feel my heart beating in my chest
I don't wanna see you again, you're just like all the rest
Baby i don't wanna sleep in my bed, put me to rest
In the grave is where i think my life would serve me the best
Why can't i not care like you?
Nobody left here, i'm through
I can feel my death near, it's true
I don't wanna die, i just wanna find a friend