Unknxwn - I miss you. lyrics

Every time i love another it just leaves a pain inside my Heart that's covered with the clutter, i don't like my emotions I'm broken, can't cope with anything inside my mind that might remind Me of all the better times that i can't find in the present that i'm dealt with It's a far away from heaven, i don't know if i should reach for help Or let the hurt just set in Not where i imagined i would be Can't talk to the people that i know get me Say they wanna move on, they wanna get better I don't think i can if we're not together I was looking for you so long You were letting go i tried to hold on Don't laugh at me for missing what we had I swear to god i care but you don't see that I don't know why i can't feel my heart beating in my chest I don't wanna see you again, you're just like all the rest Baby i don't wanna sleep in my bed, put me to rest In the grave is where i think my life would serve me the best Why can't i not care like you? Nobody left here, i'm through I can feel my death near, it's true I don't wanna die, i just wanna find a friend