[Hook]
Women freakin me TV series keepin me
Until the truth, untouched falls asleep in me
Nirvana could be cool but there's still sh** I wanna do
And yeah my brain's awake but it's still got a clock in view
True enough I wanna become one with God and the rest
Not as easy as IG pics of monks would suggest
But I feel like I'm doing my best, this life is a test
Prevents me from being hard pressed on my quest
Or elsewise separating from enterprise
Mesmerized and terrified by their success at selling lies
And getting me to rest and regress until I die
At best dissatisfied pa**ing time ready to thrive but
Depression resettin progression never getting anywhere
Specially my mind dark and deeper than twenty layers
Corporations corrupting and crushing my progress
But it guess it figures I would blame it on them
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Mind wanders another day squandered as I ponder
How to make my soul stronger it'll only take longer
Now to conquer oversee length of time increase between mantras
Wanting to turn the page my rage to imitate Hoffa but
Need money to earn and keep or have nowhere to sleep
Learn the hard way meditate in rain on cold streets
Phone beeps dome leaps to something cheap and I retreat
Home grown leaf sweeps me off my feet but still not in the lotus p
Movies to watch and music to hear
New cars money to drop and teams to cheer
Charge my phone, decorate my home
Weed's grown, when in Rome
Still getting stoned still wanna be left alone
Haven't k**ed any bugs as of late
And the insects murder for meat that ain't on my plate
Still eat cheese and love ice cream
And I wonder if Gandhi'd be cool with smoothies
Needa eat a karma free diet raw nonviolent
I'm tryna but my focus is to get the mind silent
Self discipline treating slipping up like a crime
Bad habits gotta leave em all behind one at a time