Tormance - Asleep lyrics

[Hook] Women freakin me TV series keepin me Until the truth, untouched falls asleep in me Nirvana could be cool but there's still sh** I wanna do And yeah my brain's awake but it's still got a clock in view True enough I wanna become one with God and the rest Not as easy as IG pics of monks would suggest But I feel like I'm doing my best, this life is a test Prevents me from being hard pressed on my quest Or elsewise separating from enterprise Mesmerized and terrified by their success at selling lies And getting me to rest and regress until I die At best dissatisfied pa**ing time ready to thrive but Depression resettin progression never getting anywhere Specially my mind dark and deeper than twenty layers Corporations corrupting and crushing my progress But it guess it figures I would blame it on them [Hook] Mind wanders another day squandered as I ponder How to make my soul stronger it'll only take longer Now to conquer oversee length of time increase between mantras Wanting to turn the page my rage to imitate Hoffa but Need money to earn and keep or have nowhere to sleep Learn the hard way meditate in rain on cold streets Phone beeps dome leaps to something cheap and I retreat Home grown leaf sweeps me off my feet but still not in the lotus p Movies to watch and music to hear New cars money to drop and teams to cheer Charge my phone, decorate my home Weed's grown, when in Rome Still getting stoned still wanna be left alone Haven't k**ed any bugs as of late And the insects murder for meat that ain't on my plate Still eat cheese and love ice cream And I wonder if Gandhi'd be cool with smoothies Needa eat a karma free diet raw nonviolent I'm tryna but my focus is to get the mind silent Self discipline treating slipping up like a crime Bad habits gotta leave em all behind one at a time