[Verse 1]
As I sit and stare into the distance I start to imagine
What I could do differently to have my life to appear to my senses as a satisfaction
What am I doing wrong
Why the f** am I here?
If I died now would anyone but a few family members shed a tear?
Have I been living my life and not fulfilling my purpose
Girl I know I ain't perfect,hell I can't even bet that I'm worth it
But I'd be a whole lot better to your health
Than how you treat yourself
Settling for lames,use me to cause the pain to melt
And you could save me from myself
If I died today could I say I accomplished much
If you died today,could you say your whole life you haven't s**ed?
One day equals 24 hours
And my God if I ain't putting in work in at least half of it,then cause me to embrace the showers
Of doubts
Because then I wouldn't deserve to have any happiness in and out
J-e-s-u-s, in my h-e-a-r-t
Yet still mesmorised by that weed
Is that bad
Or is it bad that you automatically judge me when you got a log in your eyes
Tryna take out the speck from mine
I ain't no preacher
I could never be
I'm too screwed up mentally
Guess after all I fit in with my whole generation
f**ed up in our own individual ways
Perhaps this my sensation
As I pick up the mic the now fading question is why
Why,why the f** I'm here
Its all gone
Temporary bliss,in my heart it feels long
But then I put down the mic
[Bridge]
I take a little journey outside....
Competing with millions of other people dam
I start to doubting that I'm ever gonna be that successful man that was always in my plan
But I'm thinking I'd be damned
Because I promised to SR we gonna make it,dam!
But I'm a puzzle piece that doesn't fit in well anywhere else
So I remain loyal to this b**h even if she don't give me wealth
She ain't loyal for sh**
Giving results to other n**uhs
And I'm still stuck here,I wanna make it big quicker!
I'm not in a rush
Its just I've been putting in the work for years
f** my age b**h,numbers don't count with the heart's tears
Conundrums in my head I'm facing all of my fears
Don't ask me sh**!!!!
[Chorus]
You don't get me, I doubt you ever will
Questions floating in my mind,unanswered still
Why stress with all the bullsh**(x2)
Either way I'm a do it my way(x2)
Why stress with all the bullsh**(x2)
Either way I'm a do it my way(x2)
[Verse 2]
Opportunes
Tune opperator
Opportune me
Give me the opportunity
To prove that I am worthy!
Worthy to make it in this sh**
Sometimes my paradise seems desolate
Conundrums conundrums conundrums
Say it enough you might get the answer
Don't know if I'll make it far one day,uh
(But we pray,yeah we pray yeah we pray,everyday everyday everyday)
Hol' back,hol' back!
See this n**uh ain't settling for no whack
(sh**!)
I'm still new but yeah I got some sh** I could brag
(About!)
Coz I been giving it my all all the time and you whack
(Nig'!)
In the back where all my new friends choose to stab
(Me!)
So I'm keeping the circle small old n**uhs old b**hes its like dat
(b**h!)
Don't k** my vibe, ima k** yours when I hear congrats
(T-)
LPs over LPs of my own in my own home the success bug yeah I catch that
(sh**!)
So you can look and think what you want but in the end me,audio,mvp,and younique will forever stunt!
Why oh why
[Chorus]
Why stress with all the bullsh**(x2)
Either way I'm a do it my way(x2)