[Verse 1]
You gotta keep your game face on
Working week ahead,so plan this sh** out dusk 'til dawn
Even with your problems on
Remember watching suplexes like,hey,hey,hey hey
RKO like,nothing you can say,say, say say
Re in act on the matress all day,day,day day
Three hours with action figures like yay,yay,yay yay
All that was the problem was tryna cook up a concoction
Or tryna make an excuse for tomorrow not to go nowhere
Although I'd enjoy the destination once I was there
See I'd never think life would unravel
To no more cookie tasting
But these p**y chasers
Thirsty yearning
Never learning
How to be loyal for sh**
Supply them with the chair if they wanted to sit
But not a penny in return if I needed to eat
So why the hell would I ask you for any support on a future CD
Got the mindset to be solo
Running round with my n***as; mascots for yolo
But come work time,that sh** is a no no
If you willing to help I'd give you a smile
Give you a task like fetching my drinks, you would probably still let me down with a smile
See I've been concious for a while
Was breathing,but come evening,I ain't have no urges but to be sleeping,like half a decade ago,I'd be clean and on gta cheating
Finish the dam thing like my five hundreth time
Pointing guns at randoms,not really taking note of what that sh** really symbolise
'Cause pull that sh** out in real life,then sh**'ll get real nervy
Last year tryna make my own game,I'm still nerdy
And planning no marriage before thirty
I just pray that every prayer I pray that God hears me
Coz I swear I ain't selfish when it comes to that
I'll pray for my fellow sisters and brothers even if I don't get the same love back
[Chorus]
I'm just a stranger to this world
Lonely chills even when I'm with you girl
So I try to find
I try to find my purpose, the answer to why
I'm here at all
And I just say,that this is my, caaaaaaall
This is my call (repeatedly)
[Verse 2]
"yeah yeah yeah you all out and partying
Effects of Drinks and smoke last in the system,about until a.m
Until you go back to natural life
Wondering could you even hold down a wife
Your level of commitment s**s
Promise to see sh** through to then end,end up giving up
Lonely loner cruising through the world
You dig being with your n***as
But is that what you'd rather do
The many flaws have you at times acting up dude
You'd rather spend your whole life in the booth
Learning fruity loops
Because music is the sh** you do
But how long that gonna last
You guarenteed many other things before that
Promised to go far with it same way you promised with rap
But just know you quit this that means you murder me
Sincerly yours your inner conscious TLP
Don't k** me"
The climbs that I face
The moments I embrace
Doesn't matter I end up forgetting the days
Days days,slip by and I
Find myself here
Writing my rhymes
Constantly asking why the f** would I
Do this sh** again
Last time I felt like I was flying and I hit the ground
I hit so hard
Memories sparked
Why I felt like quitting
Lying would be sinning
I promised to go til the day I can't breathe
Promised to see
This whole thing through
Promised to each and everyone of you
I'm gonna make it.....
I'm gonna make it
Uhhh,the failures
They pile up
Start to thinking I s**
Na,I've got to do this
I've got to do this
This is my life
Conundrums
[Chorus]
I'm just a stranger to this world
Lonely chills even when I'm with you girl
So I try to find
I try to find my purpose, the answer to why
I'm here at all
And I just say,that this is my, caaaaaaall
This is my call (repeatedly)