TLP - Summer Days For A Winter Kid lyrics

[Verse 1] You gotta keep your game face on Working week ahead,so plan this sh** out dusk 'til dawn Even with your problems on Remember watching suplexes like,hey,hey,hey hey RKO like,nothing you can say,say, say say Re in act on the matress all day,day,day day Three hours with action figures like yay,yay,yay yay All that was the problem was tryna cook up a concoction Or tryna make an excuse for tomorrow not to go nowhere Although I'd enjoy the destination once I was there See I'd never think life would unravel To no more cookie tasting But these p**y chasers Thirsty yearning Never learning How to be loyal for sh** Supply them with the chair if they wanted to sit But not a penny in return if I needed to eat So why the hell would I ask you for any support on a future CD Got the mindset to be solo Running round with my n***as; mascots for yolo But come work time,that sh** is a no no If you willing to help I'd give you a smile Give you a task like fetching my drinks, you would probably still let me down with a smile See I've been concious for a while Was breathing,but come evening,I ain't have no urges but to be sleeping,like half a decade ago,I'd be clean and on gta cheating Finish the dam thing like my five hundreth time Pointing guns at randoms,not really taking note of what that sh** really symbolise 'Cause pull that sh** out in real life,then sh**'ll get real nervy Last year tryna make my own game,I'm still nerdy And planning no marriage before thirty I just pray that every prayer I pray that God hears me Coz I swear I ain't selfish when it comes to that I'll pray for my fellow sisters and brothers even if I don't get the same love back [Chorus] I'm just a stranger to this world Lonely chills even when I'm with you girl So I try to find I try to find my purpose, the answer to why I'm here at all And I just say,that this is my, caaaaaaall This is my call (repeatedly) [Verse 2] "yeah yeah yeah you all out and partying Effects of Drinks and smoke last in the system,about until a.m Until you go back to natural life Wondering could you even hold down a wife Your level of commitment s**s Promise to see sh** through to then end,end up giving up Lonely loner cruising through the world You dig being with your n***as But is that what you'd rather do The many flaws have you at times acting up dude You'd rather spend your whole life in the booth Learning fruity loops Because music is the sh** you do But how long that gonna last You guarenteed many other things before that Promised to go far with it same way you promised with rap But just know you quit this that means you murder me Sincerly yours your inner conscious TLP Don't k** me" The climbs that I face The moments I embrace Doesn't matter I end up forgetting the days Days days,slip by and I Find myself here Writing my rhymes Constantly asking why the f** would I Do this sh** again Last time I felt like I was flying and I hit the ground I hit so hard Memories sparked Why I felt like quitting Lying would be sinning I promised to go til the day I can't breathe Promised to see This whole thing through Promised to each and everyone of you I'm gonna make it..... I'm gonna make it Uhhh,the failures They pile up Start to thinking I s** Na,I've got to do this I've got to do this This is my life Conundrums [Chorus] I'm just a stranger to this world Lonely chills even when I'm with you girl So I try to find I try to find my purpose, the answer to why I'm here at all And I just say,that this is my, caaaaaaall This is my call (repeatedly)