And so I tried my best to defend
Stop waiting, I won't believe again
Takes a minute to trust your hands again
Stop waiting, I won't believe again
If and when I close my eyes it's like it's
It's not dark, it's a blank sunrise
A minute to split this head to distend
With force I will not try it but
My dreams tell me I'm infinite
But that don't work, I'm sure
No second guessing the meaning of it
Yeah, that don't work, I'm sure
Tape my back down if I can escape
Stop waiting, I won't believe again
Just hold my breath now to spite my face
Of course I will not try it but
My dreams tell me I'm infinite
But that don't work, I'm sure
No second guessing the meaning of it
But that don't work and I'm sure I'll be alone
Yeah, that don't work and I'm sure I'll be alone
Oh, the girl from Ipanema goes walking
Down the street the way that she's talking
I'm not sure
She's trying hoping ways that she's waiting
I'm not trying, I'm hesitating
I'm so far from sure
There's something lodged in the back of my mind today
And uh, I think it might be alive
There's something lodged in the back of my mind today
And uh, I think it might be alive
It'd be too easy but I can't pretend
Stop waiting, I won't believe again
No contemplation when my arms extend
Stop waiting, I won't believe again
If and when I close my eyes it's like it's
Not dark, it's a blank sunrise
A minute to split this head to distend
With force I will not try it but
My dreams tell me I'm infinite
But that don't work, I'm sure
No second guessing the meaning of it
But that don't work and I'm sure I'll be alone
Yeah, that don't work and I'm sure I'll be alone
Oh, the girl from Ipanema goes walking
Down the street the way that she's talking
I'm not sure
She's trying hoping ways that she's waiting
I'm not trying, I'm hesitating
I'm so far from sure
Something lodged in the back of my mind today
And uh, I think it might be alive
There's something lodged in the back of my mind today
And uh, I think it might be alive
But I'm not trying to take my own life
I've got meaningless questions to ask myself
I know there's no good in rehabilitation
I've sought meaning
Still I know the code, I wrote it down
Infinite lives come gun me down
Up, up, down, down, select, start