I'm horrified by my normal side
Born to die and I enjoy the ride
But I wish my walls weren't fortified
If I ignore the borderline there's more to me
f** story time I'm bored of lies
I'm organizing my poetry
I show the world that there's more to I
Going deeper I'm stroking genius
I come and go
It's most convenient
My homies gone didn't know I'm grieving
Got super close didn't know I'm leaving
I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Thunder rolling I enjoy the season
My demons scheming so overeager
I bet they know a thing or two
Listen close they can to sing to you
I woke up in the dark tryna meet the moon
Please don't mind me and my swinging mood
If you open your heart maybe we can bloom
Squeeze the fruit
Drink the juice
We could stop the world
But we resume with record speed
Memories buried deep in forgotten dreams still scaring me
So I don't know if they real or not
I might me pop a pill tonight, I ain't feeling y'all
I lost track of time but I could hear it talking sh** through the walls
And it threw me off
But I don't stress sh**
I weaponize my message
My d**h wish is respected
Let me testify I been tempted
Live and direct from the trenches
I tighten the wrench on my twisted mind
Am I me or you
All I know about this here booth is I'm in this b**h with a clear roof
You could never see me like a deer tooth
When I'm on the gra** ‘til the field groomed
I signed autographs when I was 18
It was weird then and that's still true
Nothing feel new I'm on tier two
Young miracle when that mirror move
I'm pure illusion I'm fear proof
‘Cause they won't do what I will do
All I need is a lil room with a mic stand and MacBook
I could whip it up like a crack cook
Maybe that could get em off my back
But right now this is all I have