Taylor King - Running lyrics

I'm horrified by my normal side Born to die and I enjoy the ride But I wish my walls weren't fortified If I ignore the borderline there's more to me f** story time I'm bored of lies I'm organizing my poetry I show the world that there's more to I Going deeper I'm stroking genius I come and go It's most convenient My homies gone didn't know I'm grieving Got super close didn't know I'm leaving I guess this is how it's supposed to be Thunder rolling I enjoy the season My demons scheming so overeager I bet they know a thing or two Listen close they can to sing to you I woke up in the dark tryna meet the moon Please don't mind me and my swinging mood If you open your heart maybe we can bloom Squeeze the fruit Drink the juice We could stop the world But we resume with record speed Memories buried deep in forgotten dreams still scaring me So I don't know if they real or not I might me pop a pill tonight, I ain't feeling y'all I lost track of time but I could hear it talking sh** through the walls And it threw me off But I don't stress sh** I weaponize my message My d**h wish is respected Let me testify I been tempted Live and direct from the trenches I tighten the wrench on my twisted mind Am I me or you All I know about this here booth is I'm in this b**h with a clear roof You could never see me like a deer tooth When I'm on the gra** ‘til the field groomed I signed autographs when I was 18 It was weird then and that's still true Nothing feel new I'm on tier two Young miracle when that mirror move I'm pure illusion I'm fear proof ‘Cause they won't do what I will do All I need is a lil room with a mic stand and MacBook I could whip it up like a crack cook Maybe that could get em off my back But right now this is all I have