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I had a dream the other night, that you were still alive
Brought up all these mixed feelings that I could never describe
I believed the dream, woke up. Felt like it lied
I felt betrayed by my really f**ed up mind
I really didn't think I saw another glance, a glance of you
I stand there staring at you, confused without a clue
Brought you to a comp to show you how I knew
Then I woke up, but don't know what to do, I miss you
I'm just so pissed, it took your d**h to realize
That I was so wrong and need to apologize
I apologize for every time I pushed u away
You never changed for anyone, everything was the same
Sitting here looking at your pic, heartbroken
Eyes swollen, remembering that it's your life that was chosen
It's not your fault either, I know you had to go
Just don't understand why you were chosen, now I'm alone
You're in the skies and I can't change that now
I haven't forgotten our moments when we were downtown
Always in my heart, to leave I won't allow
Never thought i would lose you like this anyhow
I'm sorry it took so long just for me to speak
When I'm traumatized I always freak
It's no excuse I know. I should be right with you, my d**h I shall seek
But still whenever I think of that night I cry and yes I usually tweak
But I'm never going to be able
To lose my life so soon
Always will regret it
I'm just a child I would regret it
But now it's too late, is this fate?
I'm still here as you're going through the gate
November 19th I DREAD that date
So many others with me, but they can't relate
Can't understand why I never said goodbye
All I can do is try to accept it but I can't, why?
Bursting into tears and just start to cry
Your always a close friend in fact my ride or die