Solo - November 19th lyrics

These lyrics were submitted through RapPad - Write Better Lyrics I had a dream the other night, that you were still alive Brought up all these mixed feelings that I could never describe I believed the dream, woke up. Felt like it lied I felt betrayed by my really f**ed up mind I really didn't think I saw another glance, a glance of you I stand there staring at you, confused without a clue Brought you to a comp to show you how I knew Then I woke up, but don't know what to do, I miss you I'm just so pissed, it took your d**h to realize That I was so wrong and need to apologize I apologize for every time I pushed u away You never changed for anyone, everything was the same Sitting here looking at your pic, heartbroken Eyes swollen, remembering that it's your life that was chosen It's not your fault either, I know you had to go Just don't understand why you were chosen, now I'm alone You're in the skies and I can't change that now I haven't forgotten our moments when we were downtown Always in my heart, to leave I won't allow Never thought i would lose you like this anyhow I'm sorry it took so long just for me to speak When I'm traumatized I always freak It's no excuse I know. I should be right with you, my d**h I shall seek But still whenever I think of that night I cry and yes I usually tweak But I'm never going to be able To lose my life so soon Always will regret it I'm just a child I would regret it But now it's too late, is this fate? I'm still here as you're going through the gate November 19th I DREAD that date So many others with me, but they can't relate Can't understand why I never said goodbye All I can do is try to accept it but I can't, why? Bursting into tears and just start to cry Your always a close friend in fact my ride or die