[Intro: Silas]
If I don't say this now, I probably never will
So I gotta get this off my chest
[Verse 1: Silas]
If I had another chance at life - had a do-over
Change a lot of things - first of all, would've stayed sober
I would have stayed away from the d**
Could have saved me a lot of time, lots of trouble, lots of problems
I know now - but it's too late to take it back
It's a part of me that in retrospect I regret
But in some ways it actually helped me grow
Learned some things that without I might never know
So I gotta take the positive, separate it from the negative
Look on the bright side is something that I never did
Fall into self-pity something that i rather did
But that's gonna change now - right into the opposite!
Avoided all challenges, made it easy on myself
And I was way too proud to scream out for help
But I am a new person, scratch that, new man
From now on I will take matters in my own hands
[Verse 2: B.g. Bene]
If I had another chance at life - had a new start
Change a lot of things - first of all, wouldn't run away
I kept chasing dreams, but only in my mind
My lung wasn't able just to stand this test of time
If I only hadn't wasted time, or should I say I'm so sublime
'Cause on the low my negative showed me the positive
Say I endured the past, now the present is an odd lift
Had my mind made up now I´m just rapping how I feel
Throughout this course, I only felt nothing but remorse
Living like yesterday's tomorrow, so who's gon' buy my sorrows
There ain't no love lost for the one´s that ain't showing none
I´m gon' keep digging 'til I find the right spot
'Cause when it´s all said and done I'm tryna find himself right here, right here
Take a chance, get cut
Even if I fall into this trap, I'll get back up (2x)