[Bridge]
Slightly lost it so when the night comes I'm tossin'
My soul is feeling exhausted but here is my diagnostic
The way they told me to walk in was not the way that I wanted
So I began my rebirth within the girth of a closet
Had serious dejavu this feels like a place that I've been
Felt I had to keep climbing pulled energy from each project
Started creating chemistry then my tendencies off set
What is this place that I'm in I can't help but keep on vibin'
[Verse]
The worlds becoming so vibrant
When did all of this happen when did I find all this righteous
On the outside of these vice grips
Things I'm findin when I dig in the tomb
I spoke up they told me "Don't gimmie that tone
With how little you know don't you think that you'll grow into something that people will listen to"
What did I get into
Don't you fidget you
Better listen you imbasule
f** you I'm puttin my pencil to
Another sheet of paper that I channel my expression through
Who are you to judge
I've been movin' up
If it's rippin tides blood is gonna sway when the moon is up
This amount of labor started makin types of fruit with such
Flavor the way it's been tastin' when juices run
Stoned like I looked in the eyes of medusa son
Each of my bars can be seen as hadouken punch
Don't drag me through the mud
Food for thoughts soon to come
I'm done with disposables
I got a bit overboard when I'm
Rhymin' in multiples you better get on your toes if you
Don't watch your back you'll get stripped of your valuables
There's constant shifts in the battle zone
Feels like a monsters comin' quickly get into scatter mode
(why would i do that)
Cause they're herding(hurting) to get these cattle roped
I'm so sick of the back and fourth
[Bridge 2]
I know i've lost it ignite the pipe yup i'm coughin'
More stoned and cold then Steve Austin
My peers are like "Yup we've lost him"
Without discussing the options am I stuck in a mosh pit
Is that what makes me obnoxious
Why do we look back to keep track of all of our progress
And back track in the process what's the point to brush off cobwebs
Really all of this nonsense is startin to feel like rocklette I smile and bob my nogan
But can't help but to proceed with some caution I'm no novice
[Verse 2]
Really I thought it was obvious
I pick up the beat and I body it
Ain't no iffin' all my writtens' ain't finger lickin' but you trippin' to think it's a hobby kid
For some reason I always loved to stray
Promised I'll be back another day
But it's been hard with a bu*ter face
On occasion I do love the taste
Had to ease in cause the kids would tease him
Like the kid that flaunted with his gutter stank
Never talked about becomin' blank
Really he thought he had love to thank
But what coulda filled up his brain with that fact
Are you sure that his brain is intact
I don't know it feels we're bringin' it back
I'm sorry but there are some strings attached
This is why I had my face in my pad
It's been my weapon for facin' the past
Why'd the f** I think it faded to black
Finally jumped off of jaded at last
Whoa
This is what life could be like
Somethin' just doesn't seem right
And out of f**in' nowhere my problems hopped up to knee height
Everything is black why the f** can I not see light
Life just isn't rubbin' me right
I wish I could complete this but I do not have complete sight
Like the f** am I gon' do within the mean time