SAMWISE - Confusion lyrics

[Bridge] Slightly lost it so when the night comes I'm tossin' My soul is feeling exhausted but here is my diagnostic The way they told me to walk in was not the way that I wanted So I began my rebirth within the girth of a closet Had serious dejavu this feels like a place that I've been Felt I had to keep climbing pulled energy from each project Started creating chemistry then my tendencies off set What is this place that I'm in I can't help but keep on vibin' [Verse] The worlds becoming so vibrant When did all of this happen when did I find all this righteous On the outside of these vice grips Things I'm findin when I dig in the tomb I spoke up they told me "Don't gimmie that tone With how little you know don't you think that you'll grow into something that people will listen to" What did I get into Don't you fidget you Better listen you imbasule f** you I'm puttin my pencil to Another sheet of paper that I channel my expression through Who are you to judge I've been movin' up If it's rippin tides blood is gonna sway when the moon is up This amount of labor started makin types of fruit with such Flavor the way it's been tastin' when juices run Stoned like I looked in the eyes of medusa son Each of my bars can be seen as hadouken punch Don't drag me through the mud Food for thoughts soon to come I'm done with disposables I got a bit overboard when I'm Rhymin' in multiples you better get on your toes if you Don't watch your back you'll get stripped of your valuables There's constant shifts in the battle zone Feels like a monsters comin' quickly get into scatter mode (why would i do that) Cause they're herding(hurting) to get these cattle roped I'm so sick of the back and fourth [Bridge 2] I know i've lost it ignite the pipe yup i'm coughin' More stoned and cold then Steve Austin My peers are like "Yup we've lost him" Without discussing the options am I stuck in a mosh pit Is that what makes me obnoxious Why do we look back to keep track of all of our progress And back track in the process what's the point to brush off cobwebs Really all of this nonsense is startin to feel like rocklette I smile and bob my nogan But can't help but to proceed with some caution I'm no novice [Verse 2] Really I thought it was obvious I pick up the beat and I body it Ain't no iffin' all my writtens' ain't finger lickin' but you trippin' to think it's a hobby kid For some reason I always loved to stray Promised I'll be back another day But it's been hard with a bu*ter face On occasion I do love the taste Had to ease in cause the kids would tease him Like the kid that flaunted with his gutter stank Never talked about becomin' blank Really he thought he had love to thank But what coulda filled up his brain with that fact Are you sure that his brain is intact I don't know it feels we're bringin' it back I'm sorry but there are some strings attached This is why I had my face in my pad It's been my weapon for facin' the past Why'd the f** I think it faded to black Finally jumped off of jaded at last Whoa This is what life could be like Somethin' just doesn't seem right And out of f**in' nowhere my problems hopped up to knee height Everything is black why the f** can I not see light Life just isn't rubbin' me right I wish I could complete this but I do not have complete sight Like the f** am I gon' do within the mean time