[Intro]
Ba-ba-ba-ba-
She-ba-ba-oh
Oh-she-ba-ba (x4)
[Verse 1: Samuel]
Lately I realized that I got potential
People tryna say that I gotta pay attention
People tryna say that I gotta lot of essentials
I mean I do, and I can't disagree with that
Utilize what I got from the greatest
[Hook x2]
It got me wandering, wandering, wandering
Through the winds and the trees and
It got me wondering, wondering, wondering
If I'm ever gonna reach it
And I put that on my conscience
If it ain't optimal it ain't nonsense
If I ever look at the bigger picture
Some day I'm gonna know
Just how I'm gonna find it
[Verse 2]
In the ideal life I feel like
I'm tryna be a likeable legend
With any necessary credentials
Of being what you need
And what you see as a luxury
Only by the means of expression
All of y'all MCs talk about legitimacy
And if you practice what you preach
The tactics that you teach
If I don't do that, then my
Words are figurative
Or about what I strive to be
Hypothetically speaking deep
Down all of us delicate people
And if I could see through
The mirror, I would defeat the reason
For wielding it as a shield of appeal
So spin around three times
And clap your hands for the little
White boy rap game Peter Pan
If you don't like me, you better press pause
And drink a gla** of the bleach
For the players and the fam on the bleachers
[Hook x2]
[Verse 3]
*sniffs, chuckles*
Look look look look, now check me out
In twenty thirteen on September
Twelve I swear I was sober
The doctor telling me I'm suffering
From bipolar. I'm over it now
Ups and downs, I never turn up
I only turn out to be a candle
That would rather outburn than burn out
So I can handle any mood change
I'm who makes blue faces
By the daily to no avail
And my work ethic is a set of medications
Until I have a heart attack out of palpitations
And to this day I haven't failed
I kept my habits in check
I cared about it so much
Didn't know how to relax
Employers loved it so much
My social life was a wreck
Till I noticed all I really needed
Was to take a deep breath
And so I inhaled and exhaled for a sec
Now I discipline myself
To moderately react
To any invitation from the homies just to hang out
So when I do, to say the least
Here come a disaster
Only on Tuesdays would I f** a
Blue haired girl with two faces
Eating blueberry pancakes
So how deep do I have to dive into my brain
To maintain a lack of distraction?
I'm addicted to caffeine and bad
b**hes with minimal tattoos -
My optimal vices. What can I say?
I like it. The needles and the legal
Speed to me are so inviting
And needlessly to say I
Keep it on me only public sighted
It's a heavy weighted mindset
f** all that nonsense we going timeless
I'm kind of kidding when I say I miss all the crisis
With empty promises
And that stupid option list
You gon' have to copy some kind of
Pill to be popping. I pop them all myself
Cause I got bodies to lobby and I got
Hobbies to bag. I got undrainable water heaters
I gotta take out. I got a book full of recipes
That I haven't tried out. I got a girl who wants me
Down her neck like she a giraffe
But now my purpose be in contact
I need to let go of perspectives in my past
Cause if I don't I won't ever grow
But this ain't no flower
I'm just a thing in the sky
And I just fell of the biggest bird
I'm a feather