I'm losing everything, call a doctor
Woke up hungover from a regret
This melancholy has been slipping under my bed
Sick and tired of the way that you use me
I've gotta figure it out before it k**s me
I've been living on the edge of no control
I feel it even deeper in my soul
This life with you is dated
Now my love for you is jaded
I'm losing everything, call a doctor
I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger
You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer
I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease
Same lies, new disguise, show my weakness
Everyday I live in hell, get me through this
Sick and tired of the way you abuse me
I've gotta figure it out before it k**s me
I've been living on the edge of no control
I feel it even deeper in my soul
This life with you is dated
Now my love for you is jaded
I'm losing everything, call a doctor
I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger
You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer
I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease
I can't fight this disease
I've been living on the edge of no control
I feel it even deeper in my soul
This life with you is dated
Now my love for you is jaded
I'm losing everything, call a doctor
I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger
You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer
I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease
I can't fight this disease
No
No
No
No
I've gotta fight it off
I've gotta fight it off
I've gotta figure you out before it k**s me
I've gotta fight it off
I've gotta fight it off
I've gotta figure it out
I've gotta fight this disease
Disease