I'm losing everything, call a doctor Woke up hungover from a regret This melancholy has been slipping under my bed Sick and tired of the way that you use me I've gotta figure it out before it k**s me I've been living on the edge of no control I feel it even deeper in my soul This life with you is dated Now my love for you is jaded I'm losing everything, call a doctor I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease Same lies, new disguise, show my weakness Everyday I live in hell, get me through this Sick and tired of the way you abuse me I've gotta figure it out before it k**s me I've been living on the edge of no control I feel it even deeper in my soul This life with you is dated Now my love for you is jaded I'm losing everything, call a doctor I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease I can't fight this disease I've been living on the edge of no control I feel it even deeper in my soul This life with you is dated Now my love for you is jaded I'm losing everything, call a doctor I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease I can't fight this disease No No No No I've gotta fight it off I've gotta fight it off I've gotta figure you out before it k**s me I've gotta fight it off I've gotta fight it off I've gotta figure it out I've gotta fight this disease Disease