Today I hit a wall
I ran my fingers along the brick
Glued together with your name
And it made me f**ing sick
This house is not a home
As long as its burdened with your scent
It's just a place that I reside
As I try to make some sense
Of where I have been headed
Of what you really meant
I tried to break through these barriers
But I couldn't make a dent
And now I stand here surrounded
By steel and stone
Break through
This place feels cold and empty
And I refuse to ever call it home
How did we ever let it get this far
Without ever walking away
How did we ever let it get this far
With you standing in my way
I think I caught your sickness
I think I'm getting old
My eyes are growing tired
And my hearts been growing cold
I feel you in my bloodsteam
Soaking me to the bone
If you want to spend your life holding back
You can do it in your own
This disease
Engulfs me
It brings me
To my knees
This disease
Shares your name
But you don't haunt me
Anymore
How did we ever let it get this far
Without ever walking away
How did we ever let it get this far
With you standing in my way