Safehaven - Break Through lyrics

Today I hit a wall I ran my fingers along the brick Glued together with your name And it made me f**ing sick This house is not a home As long as its burdened with your scent It's just a place that I reside As I try to make some sense Of where I have been headed Of what you really meant I tried to break through these barriers But I couldn't make a dent And now I stand here surrounded By steel and stone Break through This place feels cold and empty And I refuse to ever call it home How did we ever let it get this far Without ever walking away How did we ever let it get this far With you standing in my way I think I caught your sickness I think I'm getting old My eyes are growing tired And my hearts been growing cold I feel you in my bloodsteam Soaking me to the bone If you want to spend your life holding back You can do it in your own This disease Engulfs me It brings me To my knees This disease Shares your name But you don't haunt me Anymore How did we ever let it get this far Without ever walking away How did we ever let it get this far With you standing in my way