Out Of My Head
[Verse 1]
Too much sh**, gotta get it outta my mind
I ain't gotta lie it's getting louder with time
And they tell me to die when there's times that I've tried
I don't wanna go there
My girls like oh dear
She likes that I'm open but I have been hoping
My book would be closing
I guess I was chosen to go there
Aw f**, sh**
I'm rambling now
I'm telling these stories, I'm making them up
Lie to myself as I'm taking the bluff
Feelings just don't get considered enough
Guess I'm the bad guy for bringing it up
While I'm at this point saying everything s**s
Guess I tripped on my luck and no one gives a f**
But that's ok
It's alright
I don't mind to stay at the pond all night
Don't feel like myself so I guess I'll write
But I'm still never feeling the same
Hate that I'm feeling this way
I'm slipping, I'm falling, I'm tripping and calling
That bluff that I told myself earlier
Feel like a burglar
I don't belong
I like isolation but this situation just makes me seem much more alone
I ain't been in my zone
And I feel like it's gone
I'm crying, tryna forget that it's blown
So sad, it's there in my tone
There's times where I wish I was home but I know that I don't
I feel like a child like I'm no longer grown
[Hook]
Outta my head, outta my head
All of these f**ing thoughts outta my head
Man I wish that I could just be so f**ing dead
[Verse 2]
Thoughts in my head, yes they drive me insane
Take me to Arkham, examine my brain
If I ever, I mean if I ever do make it
Please make a note of the effort I'm taking
Cause thinking is driving me crazy
No time spent on what I love lately
You can blatantly say that you hate me
At a phase where that can't phase me
Cause who are you thinking can hate me the most
The guy faking smiles while he's making the most
Of sh** in his life but he's slipping tonight
Cause the dreams that he clenched so incredibly tight
Seem so far out of reach
They're no longer in sight
He's focused on getting this music sh** right
But it gets pushed aside by no choice of his own
Damn
Now was that made up
Trick question
Quit guessing
Cause you may just have it all wrong
Whatever faith I got is feeling all gone
No way that imma make this up
I really f**ing feel like I s**
Aw shucks
My sk** is all luck
Nah, f** that
Everything was all true, but that
d**h row since birth
Gotta live with this curse
Of feelings of feeling inferior
Looking at myself in the mirrors I broke
These feelings I wrote in the space of a note
This vape that I toke
It blow heavy smoke from my lungs
Oh no where did I go
Train of thought
[Hook]
Outta my head, outta my head
All of these f**ing thoughts outta my head
Man I wish that I could just be so f**ing dead